Tuesday, August 21, 2007

I Am Filled With Dread

And it all revolves around work.

It is not a happy feeling and I only really experience it when I'm away from the place, not while I'm there. I'm not happy about that and I'm going to have to work through this if I plan to get anything done while I'm not working. See, this feeling of dread really keeps me from feeling motivated, so I get home and my head's in a slight fog, my stomach is in knots (small knots, but knots just the same), and I'm completely lethargic.

This is the feeling people talk about when they joke about your job being soul-crushing.

I hate that it makes me feel like this and I hate that I have to do this lame-ass job to pay my bills.

There, isn't that cheery?


At August 23, 2007 4:43 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Holy crap, Jon. What are you doing that leads to this feeling?


At August 23, 2007 2:17 PM, Blogger Jon said...


I'm working in marketing. In a very specific part of the company that only deals directly with one company. It feels like such a waste of time and is very, very unsatisfying for me. We'll have to chat about it sometime. Thankfully this is only a limited time gig.


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